Second blog of the day...
Everyone & Anyone who knows me know that i do not like to do things alone... i am the kind of person who always use the phrase "please accompany me.." or "i don't want to do it alone...". Have a fren who used to compare me with dolphins cos dolphins like company.
Staying in hall actually makes me enjoy alone time. Mainly cos i do not have much of that anymore due to the presence of "roommate" & sometimes her frens. I no longer have the luxury of privacy... I do not have my own personal space anymore... i can't blast my radio loud, i can't bring frens "home", and sometimes i don't even have the privacy of having a personal telephone conversation without having someone listening in... (whether it's on purpose or not). All things considered... i am starting to yearn for time alone doing things i like to do when i am alone.
It's 4.36am, it's going to rain... and it feels damn good... i am going to contradict myself... hehe... i hate being alone... now...!!! it is ultra scary!!! i hear weird wailing noises... SERIOUS!!! (i do not think it's my imagination or the phantom of the opera disc i'm listening to) the "roommate" is not here when i need her to be... damn~ why do such things always happen to me... trees swaying outside the window doesn't help either... in fact... it is even scarier... argh!!! think i'm going to sleep with the lights on... pathetic... :S i miss my dog!!
