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  ¶ 10/21/2004 01:35:00 AM

  I took it too easy... now everything's over... & i'm super regretting it... Hiaz... Everyone who knows me from school knows that i never ever do work until the last minute... guess what... all the work caught up on me and i didn't even notice... now i'm paying the price... i didn't sleep a wink last night. it was bad... i HAVE TO sleep... if i don't i go crazy... Conclusion... "Yun is now crazy..." i had to skip a test today because i cannot finish my paper... bad... cos i've already failed a test in this module... Every single one of my work is slip-shod... (is that the word...??) i cannot answer to my group project mates... but thankfully, it is graded individually, so i wun drag them into boiling water... i am an addict... i'm addicted to procrastination... and i need to go COLD TURKEY now... Argh! incoherent blog entry... sorry   ¶ 10/18/2004 10:24:00 PM

 
After... Take 1  ¶ 10/16/2004 01:50:00 AM

 
After... Take 2...  ¶ 10/16/2004 01:48:00 AM

  ThE b4 & tHe AftEr~~~ BefoRe...   ¶ 10/16/2004 01:44:00 AM

  See What i Found~~~ "The ultimate unlucky thing that happened to me yesterday was that when I was crossing the road, a Platypus waddled up to me, and stood beside me.I glared at it.It ignored me. In fact, it was just standing there, looking at the green light patiently in a dignified manner. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I ALWAYS MEET STUPID ANIMALS WHEN I AM CROSSING THE ROAD?! First it was a chicken, and then it was a donkey, and now, a PLATYPUS??! I continued glaring at it.I mean, it is RUDE of the platypus to stand there, like it is an equal to men! I don't care what stupid female environmentalists are saying about this, but I don't want to share my human road with a smelly platypus! Come to think of it, I think this platypus is not local. Maybe it is a REFUGEE!!!! Anyway, it must be, must be, an illegal immigrant! Wait till I catch it, then I shall sell it to the zoo WAHHAHAHA maybe police because it is a refugee platypus!!" --> This guy is plain crazee...   ¶ 10/16/2004 01:39:00 AM

  I FEEL LOVED!!! Haha... i'm okay guys... thanx for all the concern... albeit a little over the top and paranoid i still appreciate it alot! Although sthings may never have happened to you before, but sometimes it doesn't take experience to know what to do. So although i seem like i was going crazy awhile ago... please do know that i know what kind of decisions to make, i am practical and logical although i do not appear so... :P perhaps that was PMS awhile ago... hahhaa but no worries... clear skies are coming ur way... Liting & whoever you've recruited... please do not shout at me... haha... that doesn't work for me... i'll just turn a deaf ear... hehe Qiuyi... thanx for being so worried.. haha... although you didn't have to... Anne & Liyi... Thanx for just being there and listening to me whine and rant... Fongguan... Thanx for helping out with the Java Lab Work again... and thanx for being so sensitive... hehe :) Xiaoying... Yup.. let's be BACHELORETTES!!! Seriously... it's very touching to know that i have you gals there for me even when i don't need you'll... hahah!! But thanx for being a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and a dependable support... MuaCks... Love You All...   ¶ 10/14/2004 01:35:00 AM

  Help Me Get Out Of It!!! Anyone has any remedies for a no-reason Depression?? This is what i call a depression with a capital 'D'! Everything i do makes me upset, everything that happens makes me upset, anything anyone says makes me upset. Nothing happened to me... BUT... I am just in a general state of Sadness... I find myself having no energy, all the happiness (whether faked or not) not present anymore... they sneaked away when i didn't notice... It feels terrible... I feel burdened down with worries that doesn't exist. I can't concentrate on my schoolwork, I just want to sit alone and brood... This is SO unlike me! (not the schoolwork part though.) I hate it... So Somebody, Anybody... please gimme suggestions... Hell~~   ¶ 10/12/2004 09:57:00 PM

  ~ The Early Bird Catches The Worm BUT The Second Mouse Gets The Cheese ~ How does it feel to have something kept from you?? To know that something is going on and yet you seem to be the only one who have totally no idea what is going on. I know that kind of feeling and it sucks big time. The feeling of being OUT, to be EXCLUDED. It may not be as important to some people but sometimes it hurts and it hurts bad for those who think it matters. You are not ostracized but yet, you no longer feel a sense of belonging. You can feel your insecurities drowning you. Were you ever hurt by something i said?? I'm sorry, I can't say if Iactually meant what I said but I definitely do not mean for the results to happen. Please tell me when something I said upsets you or made you angry, please do not just keep them to yourself. No idea where this came from but scream at me or something but just get the message across to me. (Disclaimer: NOPE, i'm not referring to anyone. Just a thought.)   ¶ 10/12/2004 02:53:00 PM

  So True... Hehe... Tomboy What kind of little girl were YOU? brought to you by Quizilla   ¶ 10/10/2004 10:59:00 PM

  I HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR!!! Muahaha... so happy... finally got around to doing it... and it was a bargain... sorta... it's at Jean Yip... Cut & Color for $98 on a weekend... And... I LOVE IT!!! okie... for those ppl who dun like it... i dun really care... wat matters is i like it... :P   ¶ 10/10/2004 10:09:00 PM

  does NOT mean that i'm not pissed still!! FOR YOUR INFORMATIONWHY DOGS ARE BETTER THAN MEN Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public. Dogs miss you when you're gone. You never wonder whether your dog is good enough for you. Dogs feel guilt when they've done something wrong. Dogs don't brag about whom they have slept with. Dogs don't criticize your friends. Dogs admit when they're jealous. Dogs are very direct about wanting to go out. Dogs do not play games with you - except fetch(and they never laugh at how you throw) Dogs are very happy with any video you choose to rent, because they know that the most important thing is that you're together. Dogs don't feel threatened by your intelligence. You can train a dog. Dogs are easy to buy for. Dogs are good with kids. Dogs are already in touch with their inner puppies. You are never suspicious of your dog's dreams. Gorgeous dogs don't know they're gorgeous. The worst social disease you can get from a dog is fleas. (OK. The "really" worst disease you can get from them is rabies, but there's a vaccine for it, and you get to kill the one that gives it to you.) Dogs understand what "NO" means. Dogs don't need therapy to undo their bad socialization. Dogs understand if some of their friends cannot come inside. Dogs do not read at the table. Dogs think you are a culinary genius. You can house train a dog. You can force a dog to take a bath. Dogs don't correct your stories. Middle-aged dogs don't feel the need to abandon you for a younger owner. Dogs aren't threatened by a woman with short hair. Dogs aren't threatened by two women with short hair. Dogs don't mind if you do all the driving. Dogs don't step on the imaginary brake. Dogs admit it when they';re lost. Dogs don't weigh down your purse with their stuff. Dogs look at your eyes. Dogs like your size. Dogs do not care whether you shave your legs. Dogs take care of their own needs. Dogs aren't threatened if you earn more than they do. Dogs mean it when they kiss you. Dogs are nice to relatives. Dogs obsess about you as much as you obsess about them. HOW DOGS AND MEN ARE THE SAME Both take up too much space in bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both like to chew food. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Neither tells you what's bothering them. Both tend to smell riper with age. The smaller ones tend to be more nervous. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both fart shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats. (nasty little beasts)   ¶ 10/06/2004 11:23:00 PM

  I AM EXTREMELY PISSED!! IF that didnt' get through to you... I AM ULTRA PISSED OFF!!! No it's not pms... it's not mood swing either... Jus received an e-mail from DARREN, said that VPC has some complaints about the bazaar and wanted ME to send F***Y*** an apology thru email!!! WTF!! Here's the email... 1. Table clothes. Although clear instructions were given, there was no response and no follow up. --> I called the LOG head who was gave me an Attitude from the beginning, refuse to answer my calls or is jus uncontactable. She was at the meeting, been briefed on how to get the table clothes and DID NOT DO HER JOB! She told be she's going to call F***Y*** to see how to get it and didnt' get back to me after that when i gave her a wed deadline... She's fucking irresponsible... She was the LOG head and didn't do her freaking job at all. Not just the table clothes, she didn't even do the layout of the bazaar correctly and Qiuyi had to end up doing the whole thing herself. 2. Exclusive rights not adhered to despite being stated from the start and before competitors were brought in. And they demand compensation. --> It issn't jus this freaking thing that message wasn't passed down to us. Darren happily promised many things and didn't deliver. He told us from the beginning that we do not have to be down for the bazaar & wat happened?! I was down for every single day! And not jus that i had to skip my lectures and tutorials jus for that!!! 3. Inequitable allocation of "profitable" slots... though the bazaar is supposed to be a cooperative effort. Things which can impact on sales (linking to money) are sensitive and should always be divideed equally without question, unless problems are otherwise unsolvable. --> What did happen? VPC did not state the requirements their vendors wanted clearly. And, the night when the layout was formulated and the tables were allocated, VPC LOG head did not even utter a single word of objection so what the bloody fuck are they complaining about! We counted and there was almost an equal ratio of either side's vendors along the so called "profitable" slots. And after they didn't object, they jus simply allow their vendors to move their stalls wherever they liked to such an extent that the bazaar looked more untidy than a marketplace. 4. Clearing up --> After the AGM that night, we had something on. (anne, dot n me). I told Darren that i have to go early but there's no one to clear up. How? He said nevermind we can clear it up tmr. If VPC complain then we clear up tmr... now that VPC is complaining, i have to be the one to apologisE?! What kinda F*up logic is that?! 5. Manpower matters: Staying overnight --> I had trouble getting the MDS comm to do night duty. Calling the whole freaking comm every night but got no one to helped out. I myself & Anne had been staying over cos no one wants to do duty. When we were there, VPC told us that we might as well go back cos they already have people staying over and we are just wasting our time. AFTER saying that, they go on to complain that we are not contributing. MDS vendors complain, VPC had to attend to them --> Why is the whole layout planning left to us then? on the second night when we were shifting tables to make it neater did ANY VPC comm help us out at all? You guys obviously had more ppl that night and u guys jus prefer to fold merchandise?!? If you have issues, say it and try to solve it together with us... not jus complaining the whole time through and criticising everything we are doing and not coming up with solutions at all. You call this a collaboration? i think NOT! Helpers from VPC were directed to MDS booths aggravating VPC's manpower shortage. --> There was no one at the VPC booth anytime during the bazaar, there was no brief to MDS regarding where to allocate ur ppl. When helpers come, they were asked whether they are from MDS and they say yes. How am i suppose to read their bloody mind?! And w/o telling us that you will have helpers signing in at our booth, and wat to do about it,n how the hell are we suppose to deal with ur ppl?? That was about the gist of the freaking e-mail and my response to that... i have my own issues i wanna bring up but am too pissed to say anything now... DAMN!! ps: sorry for all the swearing and cursing... but they deserved it!   ¶ 10/06/2004 03:09:00 PM

  Urgh! okie FINE!!! due to alot of complaints!!! here's a formal announcement... THE GIRL IN THE GREEN BIKINI DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ME AT ALL!!! I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS SKIN COS I LOOK LIKE HER... DUH! WE R TOTAL OPPOSITES!!! happy now?? gonna change my blogskin!!!   ¶ 10/04/2004 08:21:00 PM

  Second blog of the day... Everyone & Anyone who knows me know that i do not like to do things alone... i am the kind of person who always use the phrase "please accompany me.." or "i don't want to do it alone...". Have a fren who used to compare me with dolphins cos dolphins like company. Staying in hall actually makes me enjoy alone time. Mainly cos i do not have much of that anymore due to the presence of "roommate" & sometimes her frens. I no longer have the luxury of privacy... I do not have my own personal space anymore... i can't blast my radio loud, i can't bring frens "home", and sometimes i don't even have the privacy of having a personal telephone conversation without having someone listening in... (whether it's on purpose or not). All things considered... i am starting to yearn for time alone doing things i like to do when i am alone. It's 4.36am, it's going to rain... and it feels damn good... i am going to contradict myself... hehe... i hate being alone... now...!!! it is ultra scary!!! i hear weird wailing noises... SERIOUS!!! (i do not think it's my imagination or the phantom of the opera disc i'm listening to) the "roommate" is not here when i need her to be... damn~ why do such things always happen to me... trees swaying outside the window doesn't help either... in fact... it is even scarier... argh!!! think i'm going to sleep with the lights on... pathetic... :S i miss my dog!!   ¶ 10/04/2004 04:31:00 AM

 
isn't this jus pretty... looking at it makes u feel so peaceful... haha... cute~  ¶ 10/04/2004 12:16:00 AM

  Another day has ended...Life goes on...~ How long does it take to be forgotten?? After the funeral, everyone goes back to their everyday life like nothing happened... her stuff are cleared away and in a way everyone tries to avoid talking about IT because it's deemed a "sensitive topic". Even words relating to death are taboo... Have you ever wondered how long it'll be before you are forgotten? Not pointing fingers at anything or anyone, but still it seems kinda sad to think that there'll be a possibility that u'll eventually be forgotten, even by your loved ones... "Think Dino is missing Junior alot too. He's always going out to the balcony or sitting quietly by himself at the carporch to look out at the scene of the accident. He tries to smell for Junior's stuff and just mope around the room looking somehow melancholy. Dogs are such sensitive animals and no doubt, man's best friend. He can feel the loss as much as we do and tries to bring us more joy as if helping Junior to cover his duties." <--- that was quoted from the site Qing gave me. It's sad... plain & simple that sometimes animals show more compassion than humans. I can still remember the day my dog died, somehow, it seemed more real than when my grandparents passed away. Maybe in a way my dog is closer to me emotionally or rather i am closer to my dog emotionally but it still hurts damn much. I realised that i am becoming desensitized. Separating youself from emotions helps reduce the pain. My aunt's death affects me... but it isn't that bad, the impact is so much lesser. Hiaz...   ¶ 10/03/2004 11:18:00 PM

  Tribute to me auntie... I think this's the time when the verse "When she was born, she was crying and everyone was smiling. When she passed away, she was smiling and everyone was crying." She wasn't exactly smiling but u can see that she's peaceful... i guess that happens to everyone who noe that their end is near and that they no longer have to worry about anything... it's time to put down all the burdens... My auntie passed away... & in a way i'm glad cos she was suffering the last few days... she's so perfect that i doubt there's anywhere else for her but heaven. Her children, a.k.a. my cousins, asked me to how do u put it... gif a speech??? for the service. Turned them down... felt abit bad... but oh well.. i have school stuff to do... any other person will definitely have nice things to say about her... hiaz... am definitely gonna miss her... Politics!! it's eeverywhere... okay... maybe in a way it isn't but here's wat happened... my auntie is a buddhist, her daughters are christians... they sorta in way (no idea how to put this delicately) "forced" my auntie to accept a christian funeral service... i noe for a fact (from unknown sources) that she vehemently wanted to have a buddhist funeral... hiaz... but doesn't matter now anyway... wat's done is done... My fren bought me chicken essence... very nice of him... haha.. cos i was complaining about the bazaar... as i was saying... i was a bitch! hiaz... but well... now... i got chicken essence... THANX YC!!   ¶ 10/01/2004 01:04:00 AM